Misanthropist - Grief

Stay right here
That’s the wrong way
You’re about to drown yourself in the dark
I wonder how I can save you
Go out of my head from negative emotions

Still I’m reminded of our promises
All in the same boat

Give a helping hand to you
So as not to make the mistake again
"If it’s what you wish, I will clear all obstacles"
There’s no way it’s possible
Clutching even at straws
Why don’t you have a ray of hope?
You’re too pessimistic

Get up from the depths of despair
You must be capable of changing the state
Everything will come true, if you have the courage
But you wouldn’t get there

Still I’m reminded of our promises
They were all lies
The saturated trust became a deadly weapon
Nobody wants the end

If only I were back in those days once more
I could have shown you the path of light
If only I had shared your own misery so far
You could have looked ahead to the other future

Driven into a corner
Having no way out
I’m not allowed to dwell on the past
I want to vanish into nothingness
What do I seek in life?
I found my ideal shattered
All the same, I must keep moving forward

This is the end of my compromise
Stand on your feet with some remnants
Don’t remember me
Escape from the hell on earth

Irresistible forces face me
Although disputing the injustice
Can’t stand it anymore

I’m sure that my past self feels pity for me
Kick me who try to rise up fucking down
This world gives me the pain in my neck

Even things in my hand spill
I have felt emptiness at my inability (helplessness)
What am I fighting for？
Where am I heading for？
In fact, the salvation was so necessary to me

If only I were back in those days once more
I could have shown you the path of light
If only you had shared my own misery so far
You could have looked ahead to the other future

Ungainly
So stunted
We never know what will happen from now on
I’m praying
I’m fighting
The thorny path extends
Now matter how far away
This is endless

Stay right here
That’s the wrong way
All words are wasted on you

I have done everything
My head is empty
Solely I’m standing amid the ruin like a maze
It’s a fact that you afflict me
Your apology won’t be accepted
After all I can’t save you
Beyond redemption