Ponette - Meltdown

Got a million questions i can’t think straight
Had too many drinks i can’t walk straight
It’s building up i think this is a meltdown, breakdown

I can be your high for the night i
I can be so wild like your dreams
I’ll make you come alive for a little while, while
Yeah i promise you it all looks good on paper
But i can promise you it’s not like that

My heart is hurting
I don’t trust the world
I don’t understand
Who i am to you

My heart is hurting
I don’t trust the world
I don’t understand
Who i am to you
Everything is blurry when I’m with you
S--- i just don’t want you like i used to
This is rough but I can’t be your lifeline
You’re not mine

Wanna get me high for the night, i
I could let you try, you won’t get it right
Only feel alive when I’m dreaming, i, i

Yeah you love my eyes
I do loom good in pictures
But i keep telling you I’m not like that

My heart is hurting
I don’t trust the world
I don’t understand
Who i am to you

My heart is hurting
I don’t trust the world
I don’t understand
Who i am to you

My heart beats faster now
I feel this major pressure
I can’t keep running ’round
Tomorrow I’ll be better
I’m screaming there’s no sound
This is such a nightmare
Strange places all around
Hunts me when I’m down

My heart is hurting
I don’t trust the world
I don’t understand
Who i am to you

My heart is hurting
I don’t trust the world
I don’t understand
Who i am to you

My heart beats faster now
I feel this major pressure
I don’t understand
I can’t keep running ’round
I’m screaming there’s no sound
This is such a nightmare (I don’t understand)
My heart beats faster now I don’t understand
I feel this major pressure
I don’t understand
I can’t keep running ’round, running round
I’m screaming there’s no sound
This is such a nightmare