Avant Guardian - Identity Crisis

Cold and alone, no place to call home,
I'm lost in a maze I just cannot escape
I'm drowning in the memory
I've lost my identity, who am I?
How can I move on with my life? I
Need to escape all fear and inner strife
I'm plagued with uncertainty
The brink of insanity, I ask “why?”

I look deep into my eyes, the
Face I see is my disguise buried in lies

All my life I have waited to find out, why I’m here?
All my life I've lived with misery, it kills me this is too much to bear
All my life I've been a shadow to you, kept away from eternal light

Failed state of mind, time seems to pass by
My world keeps spinning, can’t find my true calling,
I walk down an empty road, so far from reality
Where am I?

A dark cloud rains over me as
I am washed into the sea; drift aimlessly

All my life I have waited to find out, why I’m here?
All my life I've lived with misery it kills me this is too much to bear
All my life I've been a shadow to you, kept away from eternal light

I’m stuck between two worlds; a plane of space and time,
I can’t find the meaning, am I dreaming now?
Lack of understanding, suffering at the hands
Of this illusion, this condition of the past

Is this the wrath of dharma?
Am I detached from a design
Laid out for me? Or do I own
The right to choose my destiny?
How can I shape my future? Where can
I find the key to peace?
How can I gain all the control I need
To be in harmony?

I must seek out what is real
If I search, will I find all the answers to my life?

All my life I've lived with misery, it kills me this is too much to bear
All my life I've been a shadow to you, kept away from eternal light

All that lives in my mind is misery, there’s nothing left for me
Drowning in a deep and dark despair