Hail The Sun - Suffocating Syndrome

God came down and it asked me, “Are you trusting?”
And I didn’t know what to say
I cannot decide!

Lead ‘cause its what they want
And it’s what they need
But for me it's not

All and all I want to trust that we are not alone
Comfort in believing
Guiding hands are leading

Overly skeptic, I'm isolated
I'll never prove it so it seems

Crosses for freedom
Suffocate syndrome

God showed up to tell me what it thought
“And even if you don’t believe, there are those who still need me.”
I reply, “The safety of your name isn’t something I deny, but I may not feel the same.”
Then silence set

We are the people that cannot be trusted to lead, like we want, like we need
But for me it’s about whether I can
Agree that the skies are watching
Eyes up above always judging

Telling me its thoughts
“And even if you don’t believe, there are those who still need me.”
I reply, " The safety of your name isn’t something I deny, but I may not feel the same."

As we have the conversation
I express my indecision
Living now instead of living for an afterlife

Crosses for freedom
Suffocate syndrome
Crosses now freed of the suffocating syndrome