Sσniα - It's Been So Long (polish cover)

How could I have been so stupid
And make such a mistake
Now fate gave me suffering
All that fault, anger and sadness
They want to come close
I'm looking for a cliff at the end of this river
Is it a good revenge
Or will I just be judged
That's a cursed paradox, and I want to get out
I could've stopped it
Or maybe it's just a delusion
It's too late - I'm going to become their puppet anyway
It's been so long
I still don't know where is my son
Monster kidnapped him,
And then killed them all
You disappeared
And I'm singing this stupid song
May they judge
Your mother's reasoning

I wish I could move on
Don't fail anymore
But future is twisted - twisted like snakes
The shine in your eyes, your sweet laughter
Will never be forgotten
Memories are always going to tempt
Killing is unjust, but
Justice keeps killing me
Where are you, my child, I want to see you
This thought doesn't let me sleep and may I think more and more often
Sweetie, I dream about being there as fast as possible
It's been so long
I still don't know where is my son
Monster kidnapped him,
And then killed them all
You disappeared
And I'm singing this stupid song
May they judge
Your mother's reasoning